Unsaid words...

He now waits to catch a glimpse of his kids. He waits to see what have they grown up to be. He lost his title of a father and lost a few precious things while searching for fame. A second chance he doesn't deserve, a glimpse is not what he is going to get.                                                                 - Samanah. Rizvi

A small walk down the corniche made me think about life in general the only thing I could figure out was that I seriously don’t understand life! It is so complicated. So very complex. Just when you think that life is going to perfect from now on, someone comes along and changes your plans for you completely. Life was never simple and never will be I understand but the only thought that wanders in my head quite often is that why do we plan out our life when God, destiny, other people etc. etc. are going to change it for you? Why do we fall in love when life is going to end for one of the two? Why do we get close to someone when they are eventually going to leave us? Why do we run away from these questions? The fact is that we are running away from the responsibilities, I shouldn't be talking on behalf of everyone but reading everyone has made me jump to this conclusion. We don’t know what life has in store for us. Each minute is a surprise. Each minute a big shock. Each minute a...

A lot of people have asked me about the existence of Kiara. Who is Kiara? Many have also accused me of hiding behind Kiara and writing fictional stories based on my life. But trust me if you have read all the posts on my blog, I cannot fall in love so many times. So the question still remains, who is Kiara?  Kiara is just a simple girl, Kiara is an imperfect daughter, she is a perfect sister she is also a crazy friend. Kiara is a girl who wants to fall in love, she wants to feel what it is to feel special and to be loved. She waits for love every day and hopes that her guy is using the right maps to get to her. She sees a million dreams and knows it’s practically impossible to fulfill all but she is trying to get there. She is a girl who loves smiling, she is a girl who loves spreading happiness. There is a little of Kiara in all of us. She knows she’s stuck in the most stupid situations but she enjoys every minute of it. She has her heartbreaks, she has been hurt by people ...

How do you tell your boyfriend that you are not in love with him? How do you tell him that maybe you were never committed or never felt like you were in love? How do you not make it sound mean? How do you not make it sound like he was the one who told you to give it a shot and he completely missed that shot? How would you handle the situation? Would you let go of him or try falling in love? Soft-toys, chocolates, flowers, romantic drives, a hand in hand walk in the rain. All these had never been a part of Kiara’s life. Instead of being too crazy in love, she has just been more practical. Is that the reason that she had not felt love? Is this the reason she wanted someone to sweep her off her feet rather than repeating the same ideas to charm her? Kiara had always been anti-love not because she had never fallen for someone, but because she never felt what it is to be in love. She was in a relationship with Arjun not because she was in love with him but for the reason t...

You were quiet when I wrote for the world, You were quiet when there were many inspirations for me but you. I didn't write for you because I didn't have the right words to put in place, I didn't write for you because I though you deserved more than my utterance. I haven't told you much lately because I have been too busy. I haven't said a deserving thanks to you ever since you have started being my support. I haven't told you that you are worth more than what I can ever describe.  To describe you as a person what can I say? I know you can smile all day and hide everything behind it, I know you will never confess if you are hurt, I know you will never tell me what you feel like doing because you try finding happiness in everything.  I know you are quite a mystery for a reason.  You think I hardly know you or understand you,  But if I wouldn't know you, I wouldn't write. My hand would stop at certain times, my words would jumble.  I am writing for you even...

The first time I saw him, he seemed different from others. That smile, those eyes spoke more than his words. His silence was golden,his words were more precious. He was different from others because his thoughts were different. He was different because he saw the world differently. He laughed at the world, he laughed at their thinking. He respected all, he respected everyone's principles. To describe his smile what can I say?  He smiled looking at people, he smiled at the world,he smiled at every situation. He never complains about his life, he understands people and sometimes expects the same because the first time I saw him, he seemed different from others.

I know I haven't expressed my emotions in front of you.  I know you think I am stone-hearted(maybe I am :P )  Just wanted to tell you it's a very big moment for our family that you are going to study medicine.  We have been together and plotted a lot of kiddish crimes together. We have cycled all day, skated on rough poor Indian roads.  We have invited people for fun and fairs and stupid exhibitions together and seen watched movies with the profit earned.  We have hid and guarded our secrets well (hope you keep them safe forever).  We have got permissions for each other and made back up stories. We have watched gossip girl, castle, CSI, movie marathons, bigg boss, and South Indian dubbed movies together. We have saved each other's skin from our mother's beatings. You have been my younger brother, my sister, my best friend, my crime partner, my elder brother, my wwe tag team partner, and my playstation player 2... I'll miss you because I have seen you grown ...