When I wrote for you...

You were quiet when I wrote for the world,

You were quiet when there were many inspirations for me but you.

I didn't write for you because I didn't have the right words to put in place,

I didn't write for you because I though you deserved more than my utterance.

I haven't told you much lately because I have been too busy.

I haven't said a deserving thanks to you ever since you have started being my support.

I haven't told you that you are worth more than what I can ever describe.

To describe you as a person what can I say?

I know you can smile all day and hide everything behind it,

I know you will never confess if you are hurt,

I know you will never tell me what you feel like doing because you try finding happiness in everything.

I know you are quite a mystery for a reason.

You think I hardly know you or understand you,

But if I wouldn't know you, I wouldn't write.

My hand would stop at certain times, my words would jumble.

I am writing for you even though you deserve more than my utterance, this is the only thing I am decent at.

Today I write for you because today God sent and angel in disguise.

Today I write for you because you always inspired me but I just didn't have the words to tell you what you mean...

-Samanah. Rizvi

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