A small walk down the corniche made me think about life in
general the only thing I could figure out was that I seriously don’t understand
life! It is so complicated. So very complex. Just when you think that life is
going to perfect from now on, someone comes along and changes your plans for
you completely. Life was never simple and never will be I understand but the
only thought that wanders in my head quite often is that why do we plan out our
life when God, destiny, other people etc. etc. are going to change it for you?
Why do we fall in love when life is going to end for one of the two? Why do we
get close to someone when they are eventually going to leave us? Why do we run
away from these questions?
The fact is that we are running away from the
responsibilities, I shouldn't be talking on behalf of everyone but reading
everyone has made me jump to this conclusion. We don’t know what life has in
store for us. Each minute is a surprise. Each minute a big shock. Each minute
an unpredictable moment. For me yes I know I am running away from the reality,
but that keeps me going. I am too scared of facing the reality so running away
makes me survive longer. My people, my choices are very much important to me,
but commitments have always scared me. I don’t know how far I can go, I don’t
know how much it’s going to help me. I just know that running away will make me
survive longer, even when I know if I run I won’t have anyone by my side…
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