Unsaid words...

You were quiet when I wrote for the world, You were quiet when there were many inspirations for me but you. I didn't write for you because I didn't have the right words to put in place, I didn't write for you because I though you deserved more than my utterance. I haven't told you much lately because I have been too busy. I haven't said a deserving thanks to you ever since you have started being my support. I haven't told you that you are worth more than what I can ever describe.  To describe you as a person what can I say? I know you can smile all day and hide everything behind it, I know you will never confess if you are hurt, I know you will never tell me what you feel like doing because you try finding happiness in everything.  I know you are quite a mystery for a reason.  You think I hardly know you or understand you,  But if I wouldn't know you, I wouldn't write. My hand would stop at certain times, my words would jumble.  I am writing for you even...

The first time I saw him, he seemed different from others. That smile, those eyes spoke more than his words. His silence was golden,his words were more precious. He was different from others because his thoughts were different. He was different because he saw the world differently. He laughed at the world, he laughed at their thinking. He respected all, he respected everyone's principles. To describe his smile what can I say?  He smiled looking at people, he smiled at the world,he smiled at every situation. He never complains about his life, he understands people and sometimes expects the same because the first time I saw him, he seemed different from others.

I know I haven't expressed my emotions in front of you.  I know you think I am stone-hearted(maybe I am :P )  Just wanted to tell you it's a very big moment for our family that you are going to study medicine.  We have been together and plotted a lot of kiddish crimes together. We have cycled all day, skated on rough poor Indian roads.  We have invited people for fun and fairs and stupid exhibitions together and seen watched movies with the profit earned.  We have hid and guarded our secrets well (hope you keep them safe forever).  We have got permissions for each other and made back up stories. We have watched gossip girl, castle, CSI, movie marathons, bigg boss, and South Indian dubbed movies together. We have saved each other's skin from our mother's beatings. You have been my younger brother, my sister, my best friend, my crime partner, my elder brother, my wwe tag team partner, and my playstation player 2... I'll miss you because I have seen you grown ...

While the sunset today... I tried making a conversation with you, You heard me but you didn't carefully listen. I told you about al the times when I needed you the most, I kept jogging my memory and I noticed myself all alone standing and fighting the world. While you kept hearing I didn't expect you listen to your faults because it was me who was wrong. I was wrong, I was wrong when I thought you were the only person I could rely on, I was wrong when I thought you were my guardian angel, I was wrong because you were my life, I was wrong because I thought I actually meant the same to you. I was wrong because you made me believe the sun would set and get another brighter day for me. I was wrong because you proved me wrong each day.  I was wrong because the sun had set and you turned around and smiled at me, I smiled at you and realised that I had gone unheard again... -Samanah. Rizvi

A story that I was stuck on, A story that made me think every moment. Why haven’t I completed it yet, when I had known the end throughout? Why have I manipulated the story, when I knew the truth after all? Why didn't I want the readers to read what the truth was? I had too many questions for which I didn't have answers. I was confused and lost. For the first time I had to write what the readers wanted to read. For the first time I hid the truth. For the first time I completed a story that was never meant to have a happy ending. A story that I wrote for the people who believed in happy endings.   -Samanah. Rizvi

It's funny how someone who gave you so many memories isn't with you to relive them together It's funny how our lives and priorities changed. It's funny how we thought we would stay forever The path that we chose turned out to be different, We walked together but changed our directions. The future seemed so bright for us, Life seemed so perfect for us. Every morning had better plans for us, Every night ended like a fairytale. The sun shone brightly, The moon hid between the clouds perfectly.  Life was beautiful when we were together.  Life could have been better if we stayed together, The truth is that life won't be the same without you, But the truth is life won't give me reasons to frown anymore. I will find the beauty in life without you, I will make the sun shine brightly at me, I will fall in love with the moonlight again, I will walk this path that we promised to walk together. I will laugh at our plans, at our memories... I promise I will survive.  -Samana...

That polka dots shirt was not suiting him at all. It was a challenge for him to walk the ramp wearing that print. He seemed nervous. He wanted his best walk today. To everyone’s surprise Kabir walked in style, I was in love with him even if he had to wear a polka dots shirt. -Samanah. Rizvi