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Bring me back

Today a friend asked me,"why don't you write anymore?" The question actually startled me because once upon a time I had so much to write. I wanted everyone to read my stories. Today even if I want to write I don't have a story to tell. I don't have the right words to describe how life has become so complicated. The words that I used to write have suddenly faded. I want to describe a zillion of things. 
There comes a time when you want to write but life doesn't give you a chance. It feels like you have a pen but no ink, a paper but there is no space, a lifetime of stories but no words. I am just trying to fight back and be the same person who wants to talk but nobody wants to hear her out, the same person who chose to write and communicate rather then using the wrong words at the wrong time. A person with a few unsaid words, A person with a few unsaid sentences, A person with a few untold stories...






- Samanah. Rizvi

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